Well I have been home for exactly one week.... okay in a few hours it will be exactly one week but you catch the drift.
I must say that I feel like I have been here much longer, and England seems so far in the past that its as if I never even went there.
I surprisingly miss it a lot already, I knew I would but I figured it would take a few weeks or months, I really loved it there though, I met so many amazing people and I just feel like they were all snatched away so quickly.
However, for now there is not much that I can do about that since I am back in the States and have no money to go back anytime soon.
I am moving up to Flagstaff on Saturday and I am so excited about it! As much as I missed my family and friends in Phoenix it will be good get back up to the mountains. It is hard for me to feel completely settled in and home in Phoenix when I know I have an apartment, roomies, summer school and hopefully a job awaiting in me in Flag. I also need to get out of this dang heat, I swear I do not remember Phoenix being so dang hot but I suppose that is because I was in the polar opposite of Phoenix all semester!
Being back has taken a weird toll on me emotionally, physically and spiritually. I honestly just think its Phoenix, but I just feel so dry, tired, insecure, and lost.
Hopefully once I am back in Flag and settled in I will start feeling back to my normal self, I think Phoenix and I are better friends from a distance....a two hour distance!
I know this blog seems so random and all over the place but that is pretty much how I feel right now. Maybe it's culture shock.
Well my lovely friend Felicia, England misses you! It's weird that you guys are gone. I got so used to having you all around and the positivity that you all brought. I will forever be grateful to God for his amazing ways in bringing us all together here. Your friendship as well as the other girls is so special to me. I will continue to pray for you on your life journey. Keep looking up and watch out for those God winks they sneak up on you, but they are pretty amazing when they take place. I will forever say that you guys were a God wink. I believe we all learned something from each other and I know my heart is fuller because of it. May He continue to bless you with his infinite wisdom and grace you with his love and mercy. God Be with You now and always!
ReplyDeleteAwe, thank you so much Kate you are so sweet!
ReplyDeleteI will be praying for you as well, I know God has great things in store for you! I feel so blessed to have met you and everyone else, God sure knows what he is doing when he brings people together.